i don't know what i felt. i don't know what to do. i don't understand my mixed feelings. what should i do? when i'm alone, i felt sad. i felt worse, but when i with them, i felt that i have made a right choice. why this must happen? i pretend to be happy, but i'm not. i'm just can't think right. seriously............

i hate him. i hate her. i hate both of them. why you guys did this to me? i'm i wrong? bah! thanks for everything. no matter what happen, i always must pretend to be happy. hmm